I would only attempt 12 Steppers with the promise to myself that if it were worse than what I was doing (and I fully, totally and completely expected it to be), I would commit suicide forthwith.
Except for when Brian died, sobriety has been better, frequently much better. And killing myself when Brian died would have been EXTREMELY inappropriate in considering how fiercely and bravely Brian fought his illness.
Except for when Brian died, sobriety has been better, frequently much better. And killing myself when Brian died would have been EXTREMELY inappropriate in considering how fiercely and bravely Brian fought his illness.