I hate human race,civilization and people in groups.

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Voices in your head, hallucinations, et cetera, is more a psychiatric thing. I highly recommend you see a psychiatrist ASAP.

this only persisted when I was seriously depressed,now it's all gone. I do not have schizophrenia nor manic depression,I can claim this because I was not abused as a child nor do I have a family member who has schizophrenia or bipolar disorder or any other mental illness . I'm just very sensitive kind and everything throws me out of track. And when I experienced the break down I was an heavy skunk user so this could be one of the reasons why that breakdown was so intense.

I'm completely fine now. I just get easily offended or hurt by other people (because of my history) and this is when I can get all emotional and start making such threads. I make this threads because I do not have anyone to talk about my feelings,I can't find people to talk this in person because I'm afraid that I'm wasting their time for my stupid made up problems or that they will think that I'm an "pussy". But here on the internet it seems a lot easier because you are anonymous and you can talk more sincere and say things you could not say when you are talking with a person face to face