It's not so much as I find meaning in death. But death infuses life with greater meaning. This is what you get boy, use it. Twenty-six is way too early to think of it as on the decline. I'm over 50 and while my body has passed it's peak, I haven't.
If there is a god, I want to believe that there is a god. If there is not a god, I want to believe that there is no god.