Thanks for answers, being a preachers kid an raised in the church. I am now coming to terms with a lot of scars that I did not even know I had. I thought going agnostic and abandoning would help a little. However, years of suppressing of personality and therapy for my own "porn addictions". Not to mention my own "preaching" towards other people that might have come off intolerant, I do feel rather ashamed of my own ignorance.
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I would be a televangelist....but I have too much of a soul.