Similar story here. It's not that I weighed up the pros and cons and picked the one that delivered the best return. I was and remain unconvinced by the party rhetoric. Absence of evidence for the stories is a big plus.
At the age of five, Skagra decided emphatically that God did not exist. This revelation tends to make most people in the universe who have it react in one of two ways - with relief or with despair. Only Skagra responded to it by thinking, 'Wait a second. That means there's a situation vacant.'