Hey there Madness. There are a few of us ex-atheists about. I'd say don't let peer-pressure sway you from your own pursuit of truth, whether that takes you back into atheism or further into a more 'grown up' exploration of theism (I think we explore theism from a new fresh angle when we have spent some time exploring things from an atheistic perspective; perhaps more aware of uncertainties and subtleties).
Enjoy the pilgrimage, wherever it takes you. Don't be afraid of the unknown.
Enjoy the pilgrimage, wherever it takes you. Don't be afraid of the unknown.