(September 11, 2014 at 3:07 am)Khansins Wrote: I know I need to set out a goal which pleases Allah and His Holy Prophet.You've got it all backwards. There is no individuality in Islam:
What primary and fundamental goal you have set in your life ? And why would you like to achieve it ? I normally imagine myself lying on death-bed and thinking if I have achieved something 'worthy' in my life ! But the answers have been in negative usually. Any idea what were the personal goals of great Muslims?
"Ye have indeed in the Messenger of Allah a beautiful pattern (of conduct) for any one whose hope is in Allah and the Final Day, and who engages much in the Praise of Allah"
So, stop asking what you want, and go read the biography of Mohammed to find out what actions you need to robotically mimic.
Then, after reading his biography, if you have a functioning conscience, you will leave Islam.