Horrible things in the bible

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Like those of us who are former devout Christians who have actually read the whole bible.

Where you really a devout christian or did you never really accept christianity once you reached the age of reason? As far as reading the bible goes, it takes a lot more than a reading to understand ancient writings. There's so much you need to know about the purpose, style of writing, cultural factors, etc. Also, if you're not open to the spiritual realm, you're just not going to ever the grasp the meaning of scripture.

We get told not to question. When you ask why god would make us curious and tell us not to question you get punished.

I like to question, and you guys give me plenty of questions. Did your parents actually punish you for asking questions about the faith? That's one sure way to turn someone against it, but it's not a good reason to disregard it.