RE: What are you thinking about?
October 22, 2014 at 12:06 am
(This post was last modified: October 22, 2014 at 12:06 am by JeffofGallifrey.)
So my ex kinda-boyfriend as of earlier this week has a new girlfriend. She is nice, smart, and gorgeous but she does lack common sense. (Well, he kind of does too.) and they have so much fun in my presence...
I don't know who to be jealous of. I am jealous of her because she has him under a spell stronger than anything I could concoct. I am jealous because she is beautiful and I am not. And the way he praises her... everything about her...
I am jealous of him because he gets to flirt with this sweet, beautiful girl without being creepy. He can sleep with her without getting in trouble with his family, he can marry her in clear conscience? My attraction to girls has been stronger lately... I want her.
And the whole thing makes me SICK because they're so stupid and so rude. I hate them both and I want them both.
And the guy I recently met who I said I'm beginning to crush on has confided in a few other friends that he thinks I'm young and immature.
Fuck yeah I am immature. It's contagious.
don't quote this post, please.