Atheism liberated me from pointless thinking,and made my life enjoyable.

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so your meaning for this life and afterlife is to praise a deity who created you for the sole purpose of having someone to praise him?

Your god doubts its own existence,what kind of all knowing,all powerful being is this,it wants that his creation is constantly praising him,and if the creation refuses to praise him it sends them to hell. I think that your god has serious mental issues.

You've got it all wrong as to why God created us. His purpose in creating all of us is to have a voluntary loving relationship with him. I personally tend to believe that's the way it will be in eternity, but some us will take the non-stop flight and some of us will have a layover on the way. I also don't see any indication that he doubts his own existence.

Love me love me more than you love yourself your family your friends or you will burn in hell. This does not seem like voluntary love.

I also don't see any indication that he doubts his own existence.

If you need constant praising,constant worshipfulness,constant attention this indicates that you don't value yourself and you are not really sure who you are,or if you even exists if you don't have validation from other people