I haven't taken anti-depressants for a couple of years now so I'm doing well.
But I remember that feeling when the depression first starts to dissolve and you keep looking at yourself from outside and wondering who this new calm person is.
I didn't feel immediately happy, just neutral.
Which is a lot better than sad.
Nowadays I just watch for signs of depression coming back like excessive anger and/or irrationality.
Anyway, good news rasetsu, I hope it keeps getting better and better for you.
But I remember that feeling when the depression first starts to dissolve and you keep looking at yourself from outside and wondering who this new calm person is.
I didn't feel immediately happy, just neutral.
Which is a lot better than sad.
Nowadays I just watch for signs of depression coming back like excessive anger and/or irrationality.
Anyway, good news rasetsu, I hope it keeps getting better and better for you.