What are you thinking about?

[abaris]

Noting that the past two days I've been more active on the forum, and wondering if this signals a change from the depression which has gripped me most of this year. Is this the result of starting on an anti-depressant? I hope so, because if it isn't, then I can't explain why I'm doing better, and then I can't repeat it when depression hits again.

I'm on anti depressants for the last three years. If my depression is anything to go by, the worst thing is the tiredness and unwillingness to do anything at all. These days I'm most content when left alone, which in itself is a sad thing.