Experiencing calmness, an "evaporation of self" or "dissolving into nothingness", or a sense of longing to be complete.. all of those are actual experiences and absolutely fine.. I fully acknowledge them as indicative experiences. EvF put my sentiments most succinctly though on nothingness.
"There ought to be a term that would designate those who actually follow the teachings of Jesus, since the word 'Christian' has been largely divorced from those teachings, and so polluted by fundamentalists that it has come to connote their polar opposite: intolerance, vindictive hatred, and bigotry." -- Philip Stater, Huffington Post
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