I forgot to mention Seth Andrews. Am reading his book "Deconverted" at present. It's interesting to me that so many of us who once believed go through almost exactly the same internal mental processes to reach the conclusions that it's all hokum. During some parts of his story it's almost as if I was reading about myself. Spooky, in a naturalistic way of course 
I spent the best part of my life believing in an imaginary system which could absolve me from imaginary sin and not only that, by believing in the imaginary deity and taking up the imaginary offer of an imaginary eternal life I was offered the chance to live in an imaginary world up in the sky when I died. And what did I have to do to have all of this? Simple, I gave up using my real brain in my real life in this real world. F*cked up or what?
