So you want to go to heaven

[dyresand]

I never said i know of a god to exist i just no of the god(s) that we as humans created. If i known there was god(s) i wouldn't be a atheist.
No one would a atheist for that matter. 

Avoiding the question. The rest of your post is more red herring. 
You know if God existed, he would not communicate to humanity. How? How do you know that?
You know if God existed, it would have no emotion, like love. How? How do you know that?
Please no more red herrings.

1. The bible and any religions people misinterpret the writing. god is supposed to be all knowing he should have made it simple to read
instead of whole back story like. I exist don't question it yada yada yada. Or even at least pop in say something or what ever and move on. 

2. It's highly illogical for a being that knows everything to have emotion. If you literally think about knowing everything would have a really negative affect with emotion.
Its like when you are a child and you realize one day you are going to die now think about all the living things in the universe dying your own children at that. Yeah a god 
wouldn't have emotion.

The only reason why god in the bible has emotion is because man written the bible and every holy document out there.
There is no conclusive evidence for a god that is up to you to find out not me. And the thing is if a god did want to communicate with humanity he could it now.
He should do it now like a mass popup message on everyone's electronics or even just appearing but no the only thing written down was him appearing to ancient man.
And then you have to question that, it really doesn't make any sense none of it does. 

And in closing you are looking for truth in the mud you're not going to find it. You are going to have more questions than answers stop digging in the mud all you will dig up is more mud.
Question your beliefs find and really dig for information on the inconsistencies because i can tell you for certain we weren't created by god. The universe wasn't created by god.
And the best thing you could possibly do is do a little research in Big bang theory and also Evolution maybe some chemistry and that should be it for the most part. Also get some science books
Because anyone can say that god exists then quickly say oh because its written in the book so it has to be true. The fact is you are saying to me you know if god exists this and that.
If i really known if a god did exist we wouldn't be having this conversation.