Thankfully, I have absolutely no fear at all anymore if I'm wrong, because religion is man-made, and it shows.
What you're going through is perfectly normal, especially if you're in the process of de-converting. All I can say is, knowledge is power. Research your bible, look at it critically, look at how much evil is in it, the myths, and the contradictions. Look at how religion has plagiarized material from previous religions. The way you look at other religions, is the way you should be looking at yours. If you think something sounds insane, it probably is. I feel doing research, will put you at ease after awhile. Brainwashing from a young age is very powerful, but you can overcome it.
What you're going through is perfectly normal, especially if you're in the process of de-converting. All I can say is, knowledge is power. Research your bible, look at it critically, look at how much evil is in it, the myths, and the contradictions. Look at how religion has plagiarized material from previous religions. The way you look at other religions, is the way you should be looking at yours. If you think something sounds insane, it probably is. I feel doing research, will put you at ease after awhile. Brainwashing from a young age is very powerful, but you can overcome it.
Anti-intellectualism has been a constant thread winding its way through our political and cultural life, nurtured by the false notion that democracy means that 'my ignorance is just as good as your knowledge.' -Isaac Asimov-
