The Fear of Being Wrong

[Jericho]

I understand what you are going through, since I am a recent deconvert myself. Everyone else has some good points for getting through this rough time. The only thing I will really tell you is that you are not alone. I fully recognize that religion is manmade and not worth following, since all are false and illogical (that is my opinion). Even I have feelings sometimes that beckon me back to Christianity, but I overcome them. Just breathe, truly think about it, and you'll feel better.