For over 20 years, I was chronically suicidal. I attempted suicide three times. This past year and a half, I've been on anti-psychotic medication, and the suicidal urges faded. I don't really think about death these days. I think about getting through each day. The day to day failures and successes are more present to mind than any future death. So I don't really think about it. I probably worry more about my health deteriorating with age than I do death.
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