Where did the universe come from? Atheistic origin science has no answer.

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It sounds like a very powerful experience you had.

If this was God, I'd be more concerned about his total absence up until that point allowing you to suffer through all that, his bizarre method of communication which even you can see is easily mistaken for a mental glitch under stress, and his refusal to provide you any actual evidence to show anybody.

But if you feel better now for it, that is good, whatever happened