An unorthodox belief in God.

[LostLocke]

By nothingness I mean the "theory" that all things came from nothing; a black hole in space, a big bang in the nothing we call space, or life began in a magical worm hole that suddenly appear from what was not there before. Something cannot come from nothing, it did not happen like that. Even an explosion cannot occur without established reasons for it to occur. And big bang explosion do not create matter, it destroys matter.

First of all, whoever is giving you this info on the Big Bang is waaaaay off the mark. This isn't anything close to what is described at the beginning.
As was said above, a very quick Google search, even to Wikipedia, will give you give you significantly more accurate information on what the current ideas are.

And animals are not conscious, as we are conscious; they are very limited in their ability to think and reason, but they have excellent instincts. Again which points to a creator.

Sure, humans have a uniquely high level of consciousness, but consciousness in itself is far from unique to humans. Many animals, especially highly intelligent ones, show completely unique and distinct personalities. Something which requires at least a small amount consciousness and maybe even some self-awareness.