Feeling pretty gutted

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Thank you, again, Violet, Rob, Alex, others, for all your supportive words.

It is very much appreciated, believe me.

I would love nothing more than to have my sister sit down and tell her side of things to you;

I always hesitate to present my side of the story
when the other party isn't here to present theirs;

So I won't bore you with details, because there's no point, really.

Suffice it to say:

She seems to be outraged by stuff that happens in my life that has NOTHING to do with HER,
but whenever I have asked for an example, any clear definition, of what it is I've done,
she can't tell me.

She just hurls any accusation she likes,
then refuses to allow me to rebut;
asserting that my responses would all be "bullshit" anyhow.

I decided long ago to stop giving her "second chances" and cut her out of my life,
but because of my circumstances, I had to use diplomacy in the meantime, to get by.

But it doesn't end there.  Like I said, it's complicated.