RE: Feeling pretty gutted
October 13, 2015 at 8:36 pm
(This post was last modified: October 13, 2015 at 8:37 pm by MTL.)
you guys are so sweet.
Thank you for respecting my privacy, yet allowing me to vent.
the story is very long, and it would probably sound rather adolescent at times.
There are people in the world facing far worse than I am facing;
my problem boils down to the fact that I sacrificed far too much, for far too long,
for people who didn't appreciate it,
and a jealous, wildly insecure, warped younger sister
who perceives anything good that happens for me as a threat to herself;
and no number of olive branches extended to her at the end of my arm
will ever salve whatever sore she is nursing against me.
In short, I care too much and I give FAR too many fucking chances.
But even the cyber-support of my friends here,
...and cyber-hugs...
help more than you think
...and this bottle of Sauvignon Blanc that I just scored won't hurt, either.
Thank you for respecting my privacy, yet allowing me to vent.
the story is very long, and it would probably sound rather adolescent at times.
There are people in the world facing far worse than I am facing;
my problem boils down to the fact that I sacrificed far too much, for far too long,
for people who didn't appreciate it,
and a jealous, wildly insecure, warped younger sister
who perceives anything good that happens for me as a threat to herself;
and no number of olive branches extended to her at the end of my arm
will ever salve whatever sore she is nursing against me.
In short, I care too much and I give FAR too many fucking chances.
But even the cyber-support of my friends here,
...and cyber-hugs...
help more than you think
...and this bottle of Sauvignon Blanc that I just scored won't hurt, either.