Watching my cat, thinking about god and human nature

[Foxaèr]

Judaism's driving purpose is for Jews to live a good life. I was raised secular Jewish and gained an orthodox education as an adult (I'm no longer a strictly practicing Orthodox). When I consider my life prior to applying Jewish principles, I found it to be less appealing then when I did start applying Jewish principles. I simply find that the quality of my life has improved.

It seems to me you're using Judaism as a crutch, because you feel better as a person while adhering to the religion.

It is no different than drug addicts who feel better when they are on drugs as opposed to being sober.