Given only those two options then you are lying! But I don't meant that as nastily as it sounds.
You have no proof that god exists, you have an *opinion* that he exists and he has spoken to you.
To me you are telling me stories (whether you believe them or not doesn't matter). What you "hear" in your head is closed to me and is only available to me through your biased interpretation (just as anything I tell you is going to be altered by my interpretation).
You may have other stories but there is nothing in the ones you posted that could not be explained in other ways or just coincidence. For example, I don't speak German but I have heard enough German words over my lifetime to know roughly what a few of them mean.
You have no proof that god exists, you have an *opinion* that he exists and he has spoken to you.
To me you are telling me stories (whether you believe them or not doesn't matter). What you "hear" in your head is closed to me and is only available to me through your biased interpretation (just as anything I tell you is going to be altered by my interpretation).
You may have other stories but there is nothing in the ones you posted that could not be explained in other ways or just coincidence. For example, I don't speak German but I have heard enough German words over my lifetime to know roughly what a few of them mean.