(October 5, 2017 at 10:46 pm)MysticKnight Wrote:(October 5, 2017 at 10:42 pm)AFTT47 Wrote: Not that I believe in any god but I've heard the phrase, "God doesn't make junk." The implication of course is that you shouldn't loathe what God made (you).
God created everything good, and he called me gently and good way, I rebelled, the evil with me is more mine than his, and the good with me is more his than mine.
I call you guys not gently, but just egoistically just to serve my dark delusions, I misrepresent what the path I should be upon due to the knowledge I have, and gave you a false impression of the path Quran calls to. The way I been talking to you guys is among the crimes, that I use God's Name to feed my ego, while ignoring the path of his name, and call of his name, and etiquette of his name.
You guys see how evil I am. I don't know what is so hard to admit. Why blame God when you guys hate me from my choice of etiquette as well.
It is not you that is hated. It is religion. It is the preachy-like MK that we have been getting instead of the rational, reasonable, "other" MK that we knew. But we don't hate you.
All this negative talk about yourself is very alarming. I really wish you would look to see the good in yourself and learn to appreciate that instead of all this blaming yourself for basically not being a perfect human. You do understand that there is no such thing, right?
Disclaimer: I am only responsible for what I say, not what you choose to understand.