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RE: What's everyone up to right now?
August 31, 2015 at 2:26 pm
Thanks Mike.
I can't remember the last time I felt this bad. I was hoping to start this year with my shit together, and with the change of environment just waltz in with a one way ticket to being fine. I guess my mistake was daring to think my recent state of happiness could last and now, right before the big day, I can't keep it together anymore. I wish I could die. I can't remember what's the last time I've cried this much. I just want this to be over and I don't know if it ever will be.
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RE: What's everyone up to right now?
August 31, 2015 at 4:01 pm
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Omg I only had like two glasses of wine and I'm already living, goorl
This is what happens when you don't drink for months, awkuuuy
Wine you always make me happy, you're my long-lost best friend
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RE: What's everyone up to right now?
August 31, 2015 at 4:13 pm
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(August 31, 2015 at 2:26 pm)Neimenovic Wrote: Thanks Mike.
I can't remember the last time I felt this bad. I was hoping to start this year with my shit together, and with the change of environment just waltz in with a one way ticket to being fine. I guess my mistake was daring to think my recent state of happiness could last and now, right before the big day, I can't keep it together anymore. I wish I could die. I can't remember what's the last time I've cried this much. I just want this to be over and I don't know if it ever will be.
Sorry I didn't see this earlier. Depression and bipolar are like that. Good, good, good, . . . big fail. If you are seeing someone call immediately. If not see someone.
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RE: What's everyone up to right now?
August 31, 2015 at 5:51 pm
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Omg I always post without looking at the most inappropriate times
I hope you feel better soon Neimenovic  I can kinda relate, I was hoping this year would be "the year" things go right for me too... and so far I've dated a couple of really nasty assholes, lost my Dad and had a total jackass move into my family home I don't want here.
I guess if there's any way you can distract yourself? Get yourself out maybe even if it's just for some shopping? Can make you feel better.
I have faith in anyone to come back from dark places though, seeing how far some people have come. You can do it!
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RE: What's everyone up to right now?
August 31, 2015 at 6:15 pm
(August 31, 2015 at 2:26 pm)Neimenovic Wrote: Thanks Mike.
I can't remember the last time I felt this bad. I was hoping to start this year with my shit together, and with the change of environment just waltz in with a one way ticket to being fine. I guess my mistake was daring to think my recent state of happiness could last and now, right before the big day, I can't keep it together anymore. I wish I could die. I can't remember what's the last time I've cried this much. I just want this to be over and I don't know if it ever will be.
You'll be back in shape, and it'll last again for a while, maybe even longer.
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RE: What's everyone up to right now?
August 31, 2015 at 6:59 pm
I got fan mail today. 
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RE: What's everyone up to right now?
August 31, 2015 at 7:15 pm
What kind of fan was it? One of those bladeless ones?
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RE: What's everyone up to right now?
August 31, 2015 at 7:28 pm
(August 31, 2015 at 5:51 pm)Yeauxleaux Wrote: Omg I always post without looking at the most inappropriate times
I do it, too 
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RE: What's everyone up to right now?
August 31, 2015 at 7:33 pm
(August 31, 2015 at 7:28 pm)Clueless Morgan Wrote: (August 31, 2015 at 5:51 pm)Yeauxleaux Wrote: Omg I always post without looking at the most inappropriate times
I do it, too Let's just be awkward together
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RE: What's everyone up to right now?
August 31, 2015 at 7:37 pm
I think there needs to be an awkward thread. Let's all join in.
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