What's everyone up to right now?

[Jackalope]

I wish things all the time. Probably the same things you mention. May we both find closure.

Peace of mind can be elusive. Here's to hoping well all find it.

[rexbeccarox]

I wish things all the time. Probably the same things you mention. May we both find closure.

Peace of mind can be elusive. Here's to hoping well all find it.

Exactly. My depression is so debilitating at times, "closure" is all that comforts me. Just remember: someone out there cares about you enough that they would be, not only affected, but heartbroken if something happened to you. I mean, I don't know any of you in "real" life, and this doesn't go for everyone on this forum, but a few, and I, for one, would be heartbroken if anything happened to you guys.

That's what keeps me going: the people who care about me, and by default, the people whom I care about.

[Fruity]

Peace of mind can be elusive. Here's to hoping well all find it.

Exactly. My depression is so debilitating at times, "closure" is all that comforts me. Just remember: someone out there cares about you enough that they would be, not only affected, but heartbroken if something happened to you. I mean, I don't know any of you in "real" life, and this doesn't go for everyone on this forum, but a few, and I, for one, would be heartbroken if anything happened to you guys.

That's what keeps me going: the people who care about me, and by default, the people whom I care about.

This is true. I care for you, Stimbo and Cthulhu!! You know it! I want you to be ok. ♥ I haven't been around as much the last couple of days, since I have been going through some rough things, but I'm always available for those I care about. I'm just a message away.

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That goes for you, too, rex. I hope you feel better if you're still depressed. I send you a hug!

[Angrboda]

No offense, Ivy and rexbecca, but those people can fuck off. I don't live for other people, and if what I choose to do upsets someone else's apple cart, no matter how well intentioned, then fuck them. I get sick of this efficiently offensive sentimentality aimed towards people who don't need your guilt on their mind in addition to everything else. My former best friend introduced herself to our day treatment therapy group by claiming that suicide was ultimately an unjustifiably selfish act. I think you don't actually need to know how this is wrong specifically to see its wrongness in claiming that I have a duty to live for others, and my failing that duty is wrong. I feel no offense at this, because my duty, whom or what it is toward, and what my duty to it in fact is, is much too clear for me to be confused by such wishy washy sentiments.


Morning endorphins and coffee, Christmas blend.

[Whateverist]

Holidays without loved ones can be the worst of times, surpassed in misery only by holidays with 'loved ones'.

There was an enormous stretch of time before I was born and there'll be plenty more when I'm gone. If life had to justify itself to my conscious mind I'd be screwed. Fortunately I (conscious mind here speaking) exist to serve my mammalian mind. I don't presume to be in charge. I am a critter not long removed from the savannah. I have met my inner critter and I like it, admire it even. It has wisdom about finding joy in life that I couldn't deduce in a million years.

[Angrboda]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jp_itA46p4s


Atsuko.

[Tea Earl Grey Hot]

I got blueberry flavored coffee. Very strong blueberry smell but you can't taste it so much. Also got hazelnut coffee. It was buy one get one free at the grocery store.

[Angrboda]

I got blueberry flavored coffee. Very strong blueberry smell but you can't taste it so much. Also got hazelnut coffee. It was buy one get one free at the grocery store.

Problem spotted.

[Tea Earl Grey Hot]

I got blueberry flavored coffee. Very strong blueberry smell but you can't taste it so much. Also got hazelnut coffee. It was buy one get one free at the grocery store.

Problem spotted.

Give me some time. It wasn't too long ago I was drinking Folgers crap.

[freedomfromforum]

I made some chicken cacciatore calzones from scratch