I hate human race,civilization and people in groups.

[One Above All]

Voices in your head, hallucinations, et cetera, is more a psychiatric thing. I highly recommend you see a psychiatrist ASAP.

[MountainsWinAgain]

Voices in your head, hallucinations, et cetera, is more a psychiatric thing. I highly recommend you see a psychiatrist ASAP.

this only persisted when I was seriously depressed,now it's all gone. I do not have schizophrenia nor manic depression,I can claim this because I was not abused as a child nor do I have a family member who has schizophrenia or bipolar disorder or any other mental illness . I'm just very sensitive kind and everything throws me out of track. And when I experienced the break down I was an heavy skunk user so this could be one of the reasons why that breakdown was so intense.

I'm completely fine now. I just get easily offended or hurt by other people (because of my history) and this is when I can get all emotional and start making such threads. I make this threads because I do not have anyone to talk about my feelings,I can't find people to talk this in person because I'm afraid that I'm wasting their time for my stupid made up problems or that they will think that I'm an "pussy". But here on the internet it seems a lot easier because you are anonymous and you can talk more sincere and say things you could not say when you are talking with a person face to face

[Ksa]

I still have the two voices in my head but they now always agree with me

Now, that's a start!

Unfortunately, schizophrenia is a more serious matter than ADHD, so when your psychiatrist will have to choose between a SDRI and a dopamine antagonist, the choice will be obvious and your ADHD symptoms will become far worst. Keep this in mind the next time you do shrooms...

[Confused Ape]

To MountainsWinAgain

Some of the things you're going through are normal, however. When we leave childhood behind we start wondering who we really are. "Do I think this because my parents do? Am I being true to myself or conforming to what society expects of me?" I'm going to pick out a few things from your posts which are troubling you.

music(or what was once called music),

If you don't like what's popular look online for music you enjoy listening to. YouTube is a wonderful resource for experimenting with different genres.

things we are doing to our environment

Join a conservation group. Look for online petitions etc.

the way society treats individuals

Join a human rights organisation. Look for online petitions etc.

people with who you can't have any philosophical debates

There are many people who like philosophical debates. Just find debate forums online.

I'm more frustrated because I can't seem to meet people who have similar ideas as me,or that I could start a debate with them It's impossible so even If I'm surrounded by teenagers or even grown ups I still feel lonely because I can't talk things with them that feel important for me.

I was young in the days before the internet was invented. If I wanted to find people who shared my interests I had to look for penpals and communication was by letters which were either written by hand or typed on a manual typewriter. I met my best friend that way and, 35 years on, we still have a lot of interests in common. It's much easier these days because I can find people who share my interests all over the world and communicate with them in seconds. (Much better than in the old days when exchanging letters with penpals in the US took a couple of weeks.)

Finally, there's nothing wrong with going along with something that's popular if you genuinely like it yourself. What's popular is ever changing, however, so if you don't like anything today you could find yourself liking several things in a couple of years time.

[AnubisBarba]

H E Y - M O U N T A I N S W I N A G A I N - P L E A S E - U P D A T E - T H I S - T H R E A D - W H A T - D O - Y O U - T H I N K - A B O U T - T H E - P E R S O N - Y O U - U S E D - T O - B E

D O - Y O U - U N D E R S T A N D - L I F E - N O W ?

A R E - Y O U - S T I L L - A - D E A D - P E R S O N - W A L K I N G ?

D I D - Y O U - F A L L - I N - L O V E - F O R - R E A L - T H I S - T I M E - O R - D I D - Y O U - F A L L - D E E P E R - I N T O - T H E - A B Y S S ? 

              

[The Valkyrie]

Please read the rules about resurrecting dead threads.

[AnubisBarba]

I did. Before I posted the thread. I did what I thought appropiate for me, do whatever you want about it. I still want to know what's up with the person that posted this thread and I thought that the rule seemed to be less important than the issue. I know that you understand what I mean about this and that you don't really care about the rules that much compared to my feeling of caring for this little lost kid that I hope could look back to himself and be like "omg i was so fucking stupid".

[The Valkyrie]

This person's last post was December 5, 2014.

It's unlikely that they have checked in on the forum for at least five years.

[Macoleco]

It’s an interesting topic though.