Well I'm gonna be bitching myself soon. I'm starving.
Disclaimer: I am only responsible for what I say, not what you choose to understand.
Can I just say, and I'm just being honest...
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Well I'm gonna be bitching myself soon. I'm starving.
Disclaimer: I am only responsible for what I say, not what you choose to understand.
RE: Can I just say, and I'm just being honest...
November 12, 2017 at 7:06 pm
(This post was last modified: November 12, 2017 at 7:07 pm by Joods.)
CIJS -
You're being such a fucking asshole. Never in my life have I wanted to punch someone in the face more than I want to do it to you right now. Find your own way around this week because I'm not your fucking servant. Disclaimer: I am only responsible for what I say, not what you choose to understand.
I’m all for positive thinking but don’t tell me to think of what I’ve been through as a gift. It wasn’t a fucking gift. Don’t tell me I’m better for it. I’m fine. I made it. I survived and I got myself back together. But it wasn’t a gift and I’d probably be better off if it hadn’t happened to me.
CIJS, there was a math proof in one of my books that had me a bit stumped. However, after arming myself with more knowledge and facts, I'm happy to say that I've put all of the puzzle pieces together and am very appreciative of the final result.
RE: Can I just say, and I'm just being honest...
November 15, 2017 at 12:35 pm
(This post was last modified: November 15, 2017 at 1:49 pm by Joods.)
CIJS
Did you really think that when you handed them over, that you weren't going to be held financially responsible? I mean, shit... you milked him out of nearly $1000 a month while you lied about your second job, and you still couldn't manage your finances. Now that you have to pay out half that amount, you wanna be pissed off about it? Get real. They are with us 95% of the time. You are expected to help support that which you created. It's only right. Suck it up and deal with it. As of the year 2001, it stopped being about you. It's 2017. Time for you to learn that lesson - even if it has to be the hard way. Disclaimer: I am only responsible for what I say, not what you choose to understand.
CIJS
I feel like the world isn’t so big anymore. I feel like I can do anything. I’m so strong, I can lift all of you in one hand. I feel like I’m breathing. It’s hard to know how to be alive when you’ve been dead for so long, but god dammit, it’s still better. I might press on the gas too hard, then break too suddenly, but I’m moving without chains. Sure, there is some residue from all the clutter, but I’ll clean it up. Hanneh! Damn! It smells like victory up in here! Don’t tell me I’m laughing too hard, or hugging too tight, or kissing too much, or talking too much. I’ve been contained too long and NOTHING can tone me down now. I’m larger than life right now and if it can’t be handled, that’s the fucking point. Moooove, bitch. Get out the way! ![]() So now what? Keep on getting these results. Keep following the steps to an even brighter ending to it all. Not get lazy. Follow through. Look at the evidence every time I forget what happened and start to feel sorry for the oppressor. Look at it, mama! Look at it! Get angry all over again! That’s right. And what else? Run. Jog. Cook. Eat. Fuck. Love. Dance. Write. Read. Meet. Date. Travel. Go. Stay. Laugh. Cry. Yell. Silence. Peace. Play. Hug. Kiss. Give. Take. Zen. Because this is MY life and I will spend it MY way. Hey, friends, Thank you sooooo fucking much for making me stronger and believing in me when I was just a corpse at the side of the road. I fucking love you. Like damn. So much.
"Hipster is what happens when young hot people do what old ladies do." -Exian
I love you Ivy. I mean that with all my heart.
Disclaimer: I am only responsible for what I say, not what you choose to understand.
(November 15, 2017 at 11:19 pm)Joods Wrote: I love you Ivy. I mean that with all my heart. ![]() Same, girly. I gotchu. Head up.
"Hipster is what happens when young hot people do what old ladies do." -Exian
(November 15, 2017 at 11:13 pm)J a c k Wrote: CIJS What an awesome post. I like that. ![]() -Teresa
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(November 15, 2017 at 11:13 pm)J a c k Wrote: CIJS We love you too Ivy ![]() ![]() |
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