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RE: Can I just say, and I'm just being honest...
August 23, 2016 at 7:38 pm
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Woah, this thread took a lot of catching up on! In the spirit of a certain sig request..:
CIJSAIJBH, it's been nearly 20 years, half my life-time of investment on both sides. For a long time, you regularly offered me new experiences, new challenges, new ways of working. Then, when times were tough, you gave me support and stability; to this day I still feel that I may not have properly repaid you. But for too long now, you've been devaluing me, not showing me the trust I've earned, not giving me the opportunity to be myself and in return, I've let you, becoming withdrawn, not giving you what I'm capable of. We've grown apart, become disfunctional, beyond repair (in spite of our best efforts) and though you don't know it yet, I'm already looking elsewhere. I know I'm doing the right thing because I'm energised by the anticipation. I see a new path and I like the first few steps I've taken on it. Here's to the future!
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RE: Can I just say, and I'm just being honest...
August 23, 2016 at 8:27 pm
(August 23, 2016 at 7:38 pm)Ben Davis Wrote: Woah, this thread took a lot of catching up on! In the spirit of a certain sig request..:
CIJSAIJBH, it's been nearly 20 years, half my life-time of investment on both sides. For a long time, you regularly offered me new experiences, new challenges, new ways of working. Then, when times were tough, you gave me support and stability; to this day I still feel that I may not have properly repaid you. But for too long now, you've been devaluing me, not showing me the trust I've earned, not giving me the opportunity to be myself and in return, I've let you, becoming withdrawn, not giving you what I'm capable of. We've grown apart, become disfunctional, beyond repair (in spite of our best efforts) and though you don't know it yet, I'm already looking elsewhere. I know I'm doing the right thing because I'm energised by the anticipation. I see a new path and I like the first few steps I've taken on it. Here's to the future!
Oh mah gaaaaaah Ben Davis posted in my thread! 
Lol thanks. Make yourself cozy. There's tons of mayo in the cabinets, and lots of ropes. Don't ask.
Also, help yourself to Portuguese tacos (you heard me), love novels, and tea. Lots and lots of Bella tea.
You're welcome. 
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RE: Can I just say, and I'm just being honest...
August 23, 2016 at 9:04 pm
Ivy: I just caught up on your post. I'm so sorry for all the hurt you're going through. I'd do anything to take some of the pain away from you. And I promise I'd never intentionally hurt you, ever. I know you know that already but I wanted to say it anyway. I'm always here for you, whatever I can do. Your honesty and sincerity are two of the things I adore most about you
Ben: I'm really to hear that, I truly am  I hope you can find happiness in the future.
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August 23, 2016 at 9:08 pm
"Hipster is what happens when young hot people do what old ladies do." -Exian
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August 23, 2016 at 9:15 pm
(August 23, 2016 at 9:08 pm)Mamacita Wrote: best bestie evah!
That's my sons name, with a bo ner.
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August 23, 2016 at 11:31 pm
(August 23, 2016 at 4:21 pm)Bella Morte Wrote: (August 23, 2016 at 2:17 pm)Jello Wrote: I am a potato.
Cutest potato ever.
A jelly potato.
"What's a jelly potato?"
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RE: Can I just say, and I'm just being honest...
August 23, 2016 at 11:49 pm
Ben, best wishes to you in this momentous decision. May your new day be sunny.
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August 24, 2016 at 1:52 am
CIJSJBH: Is it necessary to be that sexy? Is it legal? How is it even possible! I mean... fuck me sideways 
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RE: Can I just say, and I'm just being honest...
August 24, 2016 at 1:53 am
CIJSAIJBH
I fucking love my friends to bits and pieces and I'm extremely happy right now.
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RE: Can I just say, and I'm just being honest...
August 24, 2016 at 3:45 am
I enjoy working with you most of the time. When you trip out, it triggers me. I know you don't mean it that way, you've got a good heart, but I'm having enough trouble dealing with my own feelings, much less yours. Perhaps we can work together, each listening and speaking? I might be your supervisor, but that doesn't mean I'm a dick.
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