Can I just say, and I'm just being honest...

[Foxaèr]

Sorry, brother, that's who I am.

Excitedness tends to stem from being too emotional. You care too much about what others think of you, and that is your main problem.

It is perfectly fine to be emotional, just realize that what others think is not a reflection of who you are and that you can rise above their opinions.

[Losty]

Let's make it last this time. I can't do this for so many reasons.

One of them being precisely the fact that I have to talk in this stupid thread about it, worrying someone might know/suspect what I'm talking about. Fuck this. I'm not up for it. I'm sorry.

EP, if someone is forcing you to talk in this thread against your will, do report them to the staff.

[Excited Penguin]

Let's make it last this time. I can't do this for so many reasons.

One of them being precisely the fact that I have to talk in this stupid thread about it, worrying someone might know/suspect what I'm talking about. Fuck this. I'm not up for it. I'm sorry.

EP, if someone is forcing you to talk in this thread against your will, do report them to the staff.

No one is forcing me to do anything. Not anymore. And not directly, anyway.

Thank you for your concern, though. Duly noted.

[Losty]

CIJS. I fucking despise you. Everywhere I look, there you are. And I wish you would just die. Fucking love bugs.

[J a c k]

CIJS...
When you look at me like that, I believe you. I think you really think I'm all of those things. Keep doing it. It's working.

[Losty]

This week. Is it just me??

CIJS- gtfo of here with this shit. You don't want me to be with someone else? Ever in my life? You can't stand the thought of someone else making me feel the way you did? News flash, if he ever does, I'll show him the way out just like I did you. For the record, you don't own me. I don't really care what you want for my life. Move on. No.

[J a c k]

Empowerment! I smell empowerment!

[Losty]

Empowerment! I smell empowerment!  

Haha I am just on a roll evicting out the people who suck all the goodness out of my life. However...I'm still me so I have to post all my rude thoughts here and tell people to fuck off politely irl.

[J a c k]

Empowerment! I smell empowerment!  

Haha I am just on a role evicting out the people who suck all the goodness out of my life. However...I'm still me so I have to post all my rude thoughts here and tell people to fuck off politely irl.

I bet it feels liberating.
I've always told people to fuck off IRL. Right now I'm in the process of letting people in, IRL. We'll see how it goes. So far it looks promising.

[Edwardo Piet]

CIJS- wanting to be good is just honestly not good enough. Call me an asshole. Think me a bitch. I don't care. All of your good intentions are worthless to me. Who are you to get mad because I don't want someone constantly fucking up my life? I never said you were a bad person..I don't fucking judge you. But when you're around everything goes to hell. Maybe it's not your fault, fine. But it's not my fault either. I just want to live my life in the safest healthiest way possible. I'm not a mean person for asking you not to come around. I'm just looking out for myself. I have a lot of priorities but protecting your sensibilities isn't really one of them. I just can't deal with it. No. Fucking no. Stahp. No.

You aren't an asshole, nor are you a bitch. You can't be the "yes" person or the people pleaser all the time. Your feelings count too. And when you have to be in a place where you know there is fakeness, and you have to act like there isn't any there, I know how that can eat at you. You want to speak out. You want the phoniness to stop.

Don't feel like you have to protect someone's false persona because you don't want them to get hurt. Remember your own hurt and know that your feelings come first. You didn't do this to yourself. Remember that. It wasn't you at all. You aren't mean for asking toxic people to stay away from you. And you aren't wrong for wanting to protect yourself and look out for you and your health. Especially if they crossed a line. That is their crutch to carry, not yours. You do you and let them do them.

I love you girly! I'm proud of you for being the strong person that I know you can be.

QFT

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