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RE: Am I the only one who feels this way
September 27, 2019 at 4:41 pm
I am not sure we're dealing with a bot or troll, though both are certainly possible. I think we are witnessing mental illness. Some sort of obsession about god and a compulsive need to vent about it, but no ability to actually engage.
Sometimes it's hard to tell if someone like this was attracted to the authoritarian / judgmental / cruel flavor of god-bothering because of their particular psychosis or neurosis, or if they became psychotic or neurotic because of the influence of such teachings. Or both.
I could say to this person, please get help, but they would probably just suppose that I am another manifestation of this cruel deity who is dicking with them. Unfortunately, there's no effective response to this person because they won't or can't engage or discuss or work out anything.
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RE: Am I the only one who feels this way
October 1, 2019 at 10:47 pm
Is it normal to feel forced by a "god"? Is it normal to feel like you have to comply with a deity with every aspect of your life? Is it normal to feel like you have no agency or voice in a religion? Is it normal to feel harassed by a god?
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RE: Am I the only one who feels this way
October 10, 2019 at 8:06 pm
I'm scared to be alone with God and I hate "Christians" or people who claim to be Christians but they are total assholes and hypocrites inside. My "Christian" owner just kicked my garbage which I was going to throw away later because I didn't throw it out right then and there. What a f*ing douchebag..I CANNOT imagine these kinds of people in heaven and it's infuriating that they go around pretending like they are "Christians" and better than others..please give me a f*ing break!
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RE: Am I the only one who feels this way
October 18, 2019 at 12:57 am
I need to be rescued from this being..I looked up the traits for a misogynist and similar traits came up as I would describe my experience with god...I feel like I'm being shredded apart by this deity every day for the most trivial things - whether it be being assailed with feelings of guilt or manipulation or just a sense of disapproval even though I haven't even done anything. It is so legalistic and angry and vindictive that some goal isn'T being met - like I feel like I'm being used as some means to a goal or end and it's not about me as a human being or as a woman...
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RE: Am I the only one who feels this way
October 19, 2019 at 1:09 pm
(This post was last modified: October 19, 2019 at 1:36 pm by seylee.)
This deity is such a misogynist that it justifies bad relationships. I cannot stand this being - it makes my skin crawl
Instead of grace and forgiveness I find harassment and misogyny and violence.
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RE: Am I the only one who feels this way
October 19, 2019 at 3:48 pm
I came across this as the truth of misogynist: "The woman who lives with a misogynist is confused by the double messages he sends, and is often not believed by friends and pastors when she describes what really goes on at home. As she begins to doubt her own perceptions, she blames herself for the problems and works even harder to please the abuser and gain his approval." This is how I feel...
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RE: Am I the only one who feels this way
December 8, 2019 at 7:21 pm
This being is fake. It doesn't answer my prayers and I've prayed for long-term houising since the beginning of 2018 but it still hasn't been answered. And this being is violent, scary and two-faced..there's a monster lurking underneath this being's façade....
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RE: Am I the only one who feels this way
December 8, 2019 at 9:36 pm
(December 8, 2019 at 7:21 pm)seylee Wrote: This being is fake. It doesn't answer my prayers and I've prayed for long-term houising since the beginning of 2018 but it still hasn't been answered. And this being is violent, scary and two-faced..there's a monster lurking underneath this being's façade....
You don’t answer either. Therefore, I conclude you are fake.
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