Peace. My bad gramar is not because of illness that I used to have, its because of pore education and because I am not the most inteligent person.

On Sunday week and a half ago I wad wrested and treated like a dangerous criminal because I didn't take medication for about two months. I did come out of psychosis without drugs about forty few days prior to that Sunday.

The first doctor that saw me said after the conversation that my mood is a litle bit elevated and that I go on about religion a bit to much. This was on Sunday, they injected me the next day.

So I asked her. What does that mean? She said its psychosis. So its psychosis that I am very much mindfull of God. Weell, then what about the atheists who fight God all the time? Are they sufering psychosis, because they think about it a bit to much( some ate not all, certainly the ones on this forum are). This is not the question I asked her but am just thinking.

Now, she said that my mood is a bit elevated on the day I got arrested, locked up and about to be injected. Would your mood be elevated. She also asked me about how I got better. So I explained it to her. I had a very short time to explain my self so I was rushing and I have tried explaining my self about my religious
Journey. However, others doctors said that I don't have any symptoms of any psychosis.

People, to inject me against my will when I am not sick is WRONG!

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Pel, you ARE sick man.

(December 20, 2011 at 10:51 pm)Norfolk And Chance Wrote: Pel, you ARE sick man.

Peace

What's my illness? Would maybe following the hadith be ok, because most of the so called Muslims do?

Yeah, what's my illness?

I am not paranoid, nor was I paranoid when they injected me. My original diagnosis was paranoid schizophrenia.

If I am sick because I am very much mindfull of God, then you ARE sick for being so mindfull of hate for Him/God.

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Pel,

There is no cure for schizophrenia. It is a lifelong condition which can be treated with medication. Please do not stop taking your meds because you feel a temporary lift.

There is no divine help for you or anyone else. Listen to the doctors not some nutty imam. Suicide is very common in schizophrenics.

Don't let your illusions put your life at risk.

(December 20, 2011 at 9:33 pm)Minimalist Wrote: Actually you still sound batshit crazy to me.

Min,I think you've been long enough not to worry about being quite so tactful.



Typically, people suffering from psychosis have liitle or no no insight into their condition. A lot like the more extreme dogmatic theists. This poor chap seems to be both.

Hate to break it to you comrade,but it wasn't your imaginary god who ''cured'' you.
Continue the damn treatment,please.

Yeah man, listen to the people here, don't let a seasonal dormency of your condition fool you. We don't say this because we want you to continue having that, but for your own good, I know of no case where a Schizofrenic as been cured, and when you think you're cured that a panoply of bad things tend to happen.

Please keep taking your medication and seeing your doctors Pel... not to do so may anger your god??

The first thing you need to do, Pel, is look at yourself. Look at what you're writing. The doctors say you focus too much on a religion; a sign of schizophrenia. You have poor grammar; a sign of schizophrenia. You think your doctors are out to get you; a sign of schizophrenia. Listen to what you sound like right now, please. You've relapsed and don't realize it because the disease is affecting your mind. Continue the treatment, and if you don't realize eventually that it was the right choice, you haven't lost anything by trying.

Peace. I have been contamplaiting and doing what I have been doing and I am back at my personal beliefs. I am back on medication but that's not it since I haven't been sick when they forcibly injected me at John Cade unit at Royal Melbourne Hospital.

I am back in believing in an infinitely compassionate and loving God. I also believe in the existence of evil forces such as the devil.

In a way I am like an omnist. If you Google omnism you will find that they believe that there is some truth in all religions.

I still stand with the fact that I wasn't sick when they injected me. When I got sick I become a Sunni, then when I got better on that night I become quran alone straight away. Now with a litle bit of contemplating I am back to my personal beliefs. I think this time for good hopefully because my illness is gone.

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