(March 24, 2014 at 9:44 am)BrokenQuill92 Wrote:

(March 24, 2014 at 9:32 am)Psykhronic Wrote: Quill - We're adjusting to a much lower income at my place too. Dad opened a business, it's doing well but he used to be an engineer. I can only imagine how your mother's divorce and your blindness have made that situation all the more complicated. It's neither of your faults though, and feel free to rant here anytime.

I guess over the years I've become so used to not needed anyone in day-to-day setting. And we never really dealt with each personally until recently; it's always been either a housekeeper/nanny, or my grandmother. Sometimes I wonder why she bothered with having kids. I like to think my Aunt Ruthie encouraged it.

Oh, you think she was just pushed into having children? That's a shame if true, that sort of thing definitely happens. Parenthood is not so rewarding and satisfying for many. I bet she still loves you no matter what, however has no idea how to deal with her own life decisions.

(March 24, 2014 at 9:46 am)Psykhronic Wrote:

(March 24, 2014 at 9:44 am)BrokenQuill92 Wrote: I guess over the years I've become so used to not needed anyone in day-to-day setting. And we never really dealt with each personally until recently; it's always been either a housekeeper/nanny, or my grandmother. Sometimes I wonder why she bothered with having kids. I like to think my Aunt Ruthie encouraged it.

Oh, you think she was just pushed into having children? That's a shame if true, that sort of thing definitely happens. Parenthood is not so rewarding and satisfying for many. I bet she still loves you no matter what, however has no idea how to deal with her own life decisions.

O of course she loves me. I just wish she didn't resent as well. O well at least she can't say I wasn't planned!

(March 24, 2014 at 9:24 am)Psykhronic Wrote:

(March 24, 2014 at 9:23 am)Deidre32 Wrote: At work, just read an email from my recent ex bf. for those who don't know, this guy really hurt me and broke my trust numerous times. I didn't reply to this email. I need some objective advice. When this guy "had" me, he treated me like crap now that he lost me, he's been chasing me ever since. What does this guy want?

I think I know, probably recalls all the times I've taken him back and wants a booty call. Ugh. That is my guess. I just wish I could erase that whole event. I'm doing fine and then he pops back up.

Sex, power, control, self-esteem. Those are the things of wish he seeks, more than likely.

(March 24, 2014 at 9:26 am)No_God Wrote: He probably doesn't know what he wants either. He's most likely feeling lonely and needs someone's company. When he is satisfied he'll go back to being a total dick. I know these types well because I used to be one...well the female version.

You both have no idea how you've helped clarify things--thank you!
I'm past the anger, crying etc but when I hear from him, it takes me back to all those ups and downs. The only thing that was great was the sex.

And I don't even want that from him so I must be over it. lol I won't reply and I will keep these replies in my head if tempted.

My virtual shrinks.

He wants to take advantage of a situation that he still thinks he has control over. DO NOT reply to the email, even to tell him to fuck off. Don't even acknowledge him. It's all about power and control for douchebag guys who treat women like shit. Don't even play the game.

Don't emails have a junk mail filter, nowadays? Can't you teach that filter that anything coming from a particular person is junk?

I figured it was about time I edited my second novel in the trilogy even though I finished writing it months ago. I might post the prologue and first few chapters in my blog.

Forgot to post this last Thursday:

Did the inspection on the condo I'm buying and as I was walking around doing measurements and taking photos I found this on the floor:

The Last Days Bible; The New Testament; God's New Agreement with Mankind, Prophecy Edition



It's the Prophecy Edition part that really gets me.

I'm contemplating making a profile on a dating site sometime in the future. I would make the most ridiculous profile ever. Anyone who gets through the entire thing while still having an interest in me is worthy.

Go on Ashley Madison all kinds of pent up housewives needing a dick up in 'em

I do not have a dick