Hi, I'm a Christian. Help Me Disprove My Religion!

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Wishful: Good to see you back! I must say I'm really impressed with your quest to get to the truth, and how you've listened to everyone.

I have one more thought: if the bible is accurate, God is a hideous immoral monster. He can't be trusted, he lies in his own book. I see no reason to worship such a foul being, if he is anything like as written. I could highlight all the reasons I feel this way, if it would help. This is my moral argument about not wanting anything to do with Christianity, regardless of its truth. As it happens, I am as certain as it's sensibly possible to be that the bible is a work of fiction. If the bible is not accurate, we know nothing about God and the idea he would demand our worship is ridiculous.

My general mantra is that if God is good, he will respect me living my life as well as I am able. If he is bad, I don't want to worship him and I can't trust him. No being worthy or worship would ever demand it.