(October 11, 2015 at 12:28 am)vorlon13 Wrote: As I've noted before;
one of my earliest and most vivid 'gayish' experiences was when I was in third grade and noticed the junior high boys smelled wonderful after PE class.
As for pheromones, maybe there were other forces at play, but a particular boyfriend of mine seemed to be unusually or 'perfectly' balanced scent-wise, and in protracted make out (and beyond) sessions, the effect was as if I were high or intoxicated. Not every man does that, I recall an otherwise very pleasant and eager man in Wisconsin whose scent was 100% incompatible, unfortunately, and there seems to be gradations of compatibility, or maybe it's a mix and some get closer to the correct ratio and some further ?
Damn, if you straight guys experience something similar to what I've noted while, ahem, noshing the clam, there are some profoundly lucky ladies in the world.
[shudder]
Oh, most definitely. And it's a gradient with women for me, too. Few really move me in the way you describe.
But my Beloved... ooohh man... her scent just floors me.
If I kiss her skin, especially around her neck/ear/jawline, the combination of a tiny bit of my saliva and her pheromones is enough to make me almost swoon. Literally. Utterly intoxicating.
A Christian told me: if you were saved you cant lose your salvation. you're sealed with the Holy Ghost
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I replied: Can I refuse? Because I find the entire concept of vicarious blood sacrifice atonement to be morally abhorrent, the concept of holding flawed creatures permanently accountable for social misbehaviors and thought crimes to be morally abhorrent, and the concept of calling something "free" when it comes with the strings of subjugation and obedience perhaps the most morally abhorrent of all... and that's without even going into the history of justifying genocide, slavery, rape, misogyny, religious intolerance, and suppression of free speech which has been attributed by your own scriptures to your deity. I want a refund. I would burn happily rather than serve the monster you profess to love.
