Can someone help me? I'm trying to open my mind to new ideas about Refugees

[DespondentFishdeathMasochismo]

I keep coming back because I like having a place to discuss stuff. I usually spend my time talking on other forums, very immature places where there's isn't really any level of respect. As far as I see it, I like this board and it's better than most boards I've visited. I can't decide if I want to make a statement that I do care, or I don't care that you'd rather call me a chew toy. On one hand it makes me not care about you, it makes me value your opinion way less than if you'd just be respectful.

Some of your responses just in this thread:

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Hey fuck you empress. You give kudos blindly to some shit that guy said which wasn't even accurate. I hate you so much. Go back to the feminist thread.

Yeah I am, because it really pisses me off. People are blind as a bat, and spiteful and malicious as they could be. You think I'm cool with some people who don't give a flying fuck, just going around trying to fuck with me? I just hate people so much some times, they're so fucking worthless and stupid.

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What a bunch of fucking morons. I wouldn't even give a shit if people this stupid just fucking died. You can't even fucking read, I didn't say anything that would imply I can't tell syria is a fucking religion. God I just fucking hate you people so fucking much.

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Do you not think this goes both ways? Do you think people should respond with "I fucking hate you so much I wish you were dead!!" with "Oh, thank you, dear!"?

Dude, you seem to not have much power of self assessment. You are screaming hatred around this forum and wondering why people are writing you off as a madman. I am perfectly willing to treat you with kindness, I am just not going to waste it on a person who has proven over and over again to have little to no ability to regulate emotions. We only get what you put out. Show me something different, and I'll treat you like every other person here.

I do not have Bi Polar Disorder. I would appreciate if you ceased this "lithium" thing.

Consider it ceased. It was a tongue in cheek remark, I don't know you from Adam. You seem a bit manic to me. That wasn't a prescription, but more a commentary on your behavior.

I think you're in a horrible position as moderator, people who are moderators shouldn't be in power just to throw it around.

I'll let my record as a moderator speak for itself. Might I ask, how have I thrown my power around? I'll consider it constructive criticism.

You should feel ashamed of yourself.

And yet I don't...

You know how I feel about joking about lithium? I feel like it's the same as "jokingly" being homophobic. What I mean by throwing around your power as a mod is being cocky, saying things with impunity. A person in a position of power should be humble, you're not in charge of your own little army. You lead by force, I've seen so many moderators like you. I am probably looking way to deep into it, I can't know that for sure. That's the explanation I'm immediately going to draw when I see your behavior. I have dealt with many asshole moderators, who ended up simply banning me because they don't like me. If you're jeopardizing my chance to be on a forum because you're self absorbed, you're damn right I'm going to see you as the enemy. 

As for your record as a moderator... I don't give a goddamn on the shows you did, how many rhymes you have or who knows you kid. I don't know you therefor show me what you know, I'll come sharp as a blade and cut you slow   https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x124uV2T_ds