What sucks due to my religion (for me).

[CapnAwesome]

You think so?  This deep and abiding affection you feel for the girl is shown in the fact that you would insist that she become someone else, before she were acceptable, to you?  That's some cheap, petty shit Mystic.

I would leave Islam to be with her, if I could convince myself Islam is not true. I really would. But there is no turning back on Islam when I know it to be true.

Don't worry, I've watched you on these forums for years. Nobody flip flops on beliefs quite like you, next month you'll be back to believing in something else. She'll probably have moved on by then though, too bad.