Yeah humanity sucks. I agree. And now you will have to deal with my (probably) incoherent rambling.
There are days when I'm paralyzed with worry. I fear for the future. I feel even more terrible when I'm sad because my current job breaks the ego (perhaps fortunately), I can assure of that: it reminds me of how much worse many people have everyday.
I have to read about lots of the people whom Allah has cursed in this Dunyah. What possible motive could there be for giving a baby cancer? And to them be insulted by being told there is a good reason for people suffering like that or that I'm ignorant for asking why Allah takes away the free will of victims of crime (like when the Israeli settlers take away the freedom of the people of the West Bank). Where is Allah, the granter of our free will?
Allah could have done me a favour and not brought me into a world full of such utter stupidity. Humans are terrible and they're also very stupid. The Earth is dying and you have noobs telling people there's nothing to worry about because their favourite deity will sort it out as it controls the climate. It's maddening.
Three are days when I just want it all to end. I'll be just another sad irreligious person adding to the confirmation bias of the many Theists. All I am to most people is just a another number. It's awful to think about but true. And our universe doesn't care about me either. And Allah certainly doesn't.
Allah has done nothing for me as I can tell (I'm not an Allah detector) Things happen because I put my mind to it: If prayer worked as it's supposed to then I would not need to put in the effort. I realized I can just skip the prayer part. Where was that laws of physics defying miracle when I needed it? Such a miracle should have me recite Shahada right away.
And not only that, the person who first got me interested in Quran, they're long since dead thanks to Hillary Clinton and Barrack Obama. It's inconceivable that the young Libyan hasn't died by now since I haven't spoken to them in years. They were eloquent and polite in their Dawah but apparently Allah had other ideas. They took them away from this Dunyah. And such events shape a person. I should be grateful for where I am but life is just so tough for me.
My existence is burdensome. Life is troubling. And yes, humanity sucks. I just showed that. But I'm not exactly what you want me to say. Politically we have lots of agreement.
Life is also rare. Our universe, you might say, is one of contradiction. We are insignificant but at the same time special. For all our flaws were should be proud to be human, however hard that may be.
There are days when I'm paralyzed with worry. I fear for the future. I feel even more terrible when I'm sad because my current job breaks the ego (perhaps fortunately), I can assure of that: it reminds me of how much worse many people have everyday.
I have to read about lots of the people whom Allah has cursed in this Dunyah. What possible motive could there be for giving a baby cancer? And to them be insulted by being told there is a good reason for people suffering like that or that I'm ignorant for asking why Allah takes away the free will of victims of crime (like when the Israeli settlers take away the freedom of the people of the West Bank). Where is Allah, the granter of our free will?
Allah could have done me a favour and not brought me into a world full of such utter stupidity. Humans are terrible and they're also very stupid. The Earth is dying and you have noobs telling people there's nothing to worry about because their favourite deity will sort it out as it controls the climate. It's maddening.
Three are days when I just want it all to end. I'll be just another sad irreligious person adding to the confirmation bias of the many Theists. All I am to most people is just a another number. It's awful to think about but true. And our universe doesn't care about me either. And Allah certainly doesn't.
Allah has done nothing for me as I can tell (I'm not an Allah detector) Things happen because I put my mind to it: If prayer worked as it's supposed to then I would not need to put in the effort. I realized I can just skip the prayer part. Where was that laws of physics defying miracle when I needed it? Such a miracle should have me recite Shahada right away.
And not only that, the person who first got me interested in Quran, they're long since dead thanks to Hillary Clinton and Barrack Obama. It's inconceivable that the young Libyan hasn't died by now since I haven't spoken to them in years. They were eloquent and polite in their Dawah but apparently Allah had other ideas. They took them away from this Dunyah. And such events shape a person. I should be grateful for where I am but life is just so tough for me.
My existence is burdensome. Life is troubling. And yes, humanity sucks. I just showed that. But I'm not exactly what you want me to say. Politically we have lots of agreement.
Life is also rare. Our universe, you might say, is one of contradiction. We are insignificant but at the same time special. For all our flaws were should be proud to be human, however hard that may be.
