Take some fucking responsibility!

[mlmooney89]

I don't normally talk about this, actually I've only told about 5 people aside from those that went through it with me, but it's been about 10 years and I'm able to hide behind a screen so it makes it a little easier. My step dad raised me from the age of 3 and I knew him as Dad and he was my hero. When I was 14 till I was 17 I was abused all three ways you can be abused. When I finally spoke up he managed to run away to another state, leaving my sisters and I alone since my mom was in Iraq defending the country. The cops opened a case and I knew they were on my side but they were honest and said they didn't have enough to win. I was advised to drop it and live my life. I lived in a fucking hell for the next five years while he started a new life with a new woman, new job, and lots of money all the while threatening my mom and myself. He ended up blowing out his own brains so that is the only thing I got as closure. I know I am reacting based off emotions but with ever fiber of who I am I think he deserved the death penalty. Humans can be monsters and they parade around in the disguise of being a wonderful man respected by everyone that knew him and had the ability to make sure no one believed the seventeen year old step daughter that was "lying".