How Many Has God Killed?

[RDK]

It is truely a shame that some of you have gotten into the bog of most of organized Christanity. It is full of people making money and fame from a good portion of it. If you have had negative experiences, as I have, then you are not anxious to step right back into the do. Who could experience the love of God when you are in a position to recognize the faults around it. My arguement never was with God originally. It was with all of those issues about the inconsistancies of all of the teachings, and the unfairness in the world that I saw. Ideally, there should only be one true teaching and one true faith. So, it appears that God is working against himself to teach all of this. Was the design of a deceiver permitted to bring about the deception that the world experiences? Of course, God has designed all of this to bring about these situations for a purpose. It's here isn't it , this messed up world that we experience? We can either get angry about it or search for an answer that can make sense.
As far as publishing anything, I already have a site on this subject which compares Bible scripture for scripture, comparing the opposites so to speak. It is not very popular with anyone. God's miracles can only happen with love as their source. People pray too often just to benefit themselves. The best things occur when love is the motivation behind them. If we could just pray every bad thing away, God's ultimate plan could not happen. If I don't share these experiences with anyone, how will you know? Please do not view these things as lies. I would not share anything about this unless someone else could benefit.