Luckily, my father has been quite understanding about my final say on religion and my inclination towards agnosticism.
My Grandmother on the other hand...not so much. My mother always has hopes I'd return. My aunt suggests I run to Jesus to become happy and whole again. But other than that...I think this is very manageable compared to when I first came out 1.5 years ago like Clint Eastwood (my bad). *awkward chuckle*
So anyways I am quite happy about it since this time it isn't the "end of the world." But initially 1.5 years ago it was quite catastrophic but I played a good part in burning bridges and having my fair share of harsh words.
So that being said, here is my question? Any ex-Mormons in the house?
If so:
1) How long did it take you to come to peace with leaving admitting disbelief? It took me about 1.5 years, the guilt and denial was on and off.
2) How close are you to your family? Is there a feeling that you may never "fit in" again with your family after leaving? I kind of get that feeling...but I'm at peace with that now too.
3) After being accustom to Mormon culture for a long time (perhaps since birth) did you ever find yourself socially awkward at times when exploring places and opportunities you could never had if you were still a TBM?
And for ex-christian fundamentalists, I'd like to hear your input too as I know that the transition away from a solid church community of all sorts can be very difficult.
My Grandmother on the other hand...not so much. My mother always has hopes I'd return. My aunt suggests I run to Jesus to become happy and whole again. But other than that...I think this is very manageable compared to when I first came out 1.5 years ago like Clint Eastwood (my bad). *awkward chuckle*
So anyways I am quite happy about it since this time it isn't the "end of the world." But initially 1.5 years ago it was quite catastrophic but I played a good part in burning bridges and having my fair share of harsh words.
So that being said, here is my question? Any ex-Mormons in the house?
If so:
1) How long did it take you to come to peace with leaving admitting disbelief? It took me about 1.5 years, the guilt and denial was on and off.
2) How close are you to your family? Is there a feeling that you may never "fit in" again with your family after leaving? I kind of get that feeling...but I'm at peace with that now too.
3) After being accustom to Mormon culture for a long time (perhaps since birth) did you ever find yourself socially awkward at times when exploring places and opportunities you could never had if you were still a TBM?
And for ex-christian fundamentalists, I'd like to hear your input too as I know that the transition away from a solid church community of all sorts can be very difficult.
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