(July 17, 2016 at 7:24 pm)Maelstrom Wrote:(July 17, 2016 at 7:22 pm)LivingNumbers6.626 Wrote: I try not to understand it anymore.
You may find that understanding it, embracing it in fact, will only strengthen your resolve against your former belief. Just pushing it aside with no thought of it whatsoever is rather reckless, for it is an allowance whereby it can sneak up on you unawares and bother you. The best way to get rid of anything truly uncomfortable is to outright confront it.
I agree. I guess I am just quite overwhelmed by my laundry of list of things to look into it and right now I'm still just grasping all the nonsense that happened before and after the death of Joseph Smith. There is a lot to take in there. Lie upon lie upon lie and I don't think I have found the end to it. But then again sometimes I am convinced that sometimes you can't try to reasonably understand events due to unreasonable causes. It's like trying to understand the delusional, there is nothing more to understand other than they are delusional as deciphered by simple logic. But I'm definitely working through it. haha.
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