(September 3, 2016 at 5:04 pm)Macoleco Wrote: Yes, so what? I know many of you will call me a faggot or whatever. Idgf
You don't want to be judged, yet you just judged everyone here. Hypocrite much?
Quote:I am a 21 year old male who has never kissed a girl or anything. I often live off platonic loves. Liking a girl who I dont even know for years, and not being able to tolerate her presence because I start trembling, sweating, stuttering, cant think clearly, and feel like my legs have a 1000 KG ball attached to them (heavy). I often feel inferior to women who are pretty (in a specific way), or to the girl I like. Recently I even feel anger because is something I can barely control. Even when I read manga, or watch TV, etc. If there is a pretty female character, I almost immediatly feel annoyed by her.
Take into account, though, that I am not shy in general. I speak well in public, and I can speak to anyone including women. EXCEPT, the girl I like. She is the only one who breaks me.
Has anyone ever felt the same? It is like a love-hate sensation. You like her, and the same time you hate her.
Perhaps look into your childhood and try to figure out why you feel this way towards women. Therapy might help.
Disclaimer: I am only responsible for what I say, not what you choose to understand.