My condolences for your loss 
If I may inquire: Was she an atheist or believer and was she well aware of your atheism? I do believe in the continuity of consciousness after leaving the physical body for a number of reasons.
If this or my questions are in any way upsetting to you, tell me to bugger off and I'll not hesitate to do so.

If I may inquire: Was she an atheist or believer and was she well aware of your atheism? I do believe in the continuity of consciousness after leaving the physical body for a number of reasons.
If this or my questions are in any way upsetting to you, tell me to bugger off and I'll not hesitate to do so.
"Leave it to me to find a way to be,
Consider me a satellite forever orbiting,
I knew the rules but the rules did not know me, guaranteed." - Eddie Vedder
Consider me a satellite forever orbiting,
I knew the rules but the rules did not know me, guaranteed." - Eddie Vedder