(October 4, 2016 at 10:23 am)Mathilda Wrote:(September 22, 2016 at 3:37 pm)Losty Wrote: I went 5 whole hours without wishing for death today.
I've been there. Was obsessed with it at every waking moment. Then one day in February it was a nice spring like day, the first one in many months. I was waiting at a train station and I realised just how focused my perception had become and how I had got caught up in this cycle of brooding about negative things.
It was a long journey back but it can certainly be done.
It just hangs there in the back of my mind. Screwing up everything else I try to think about. I'm just trying to hold on right now. I know I'll find my way back to a sense of normality eventually. I'm glad you're feeling better Tildie <3