Escape from hell before death

[Defender]

Why does your programming/computer science ability need to die in the face of religion? Exactly how is religion or the religions environment stopping you from programming?

Answer the money question.

When you're facing a huge problem like mine, your concentration will be lost for the sake of solving your problem. It's the environment, you feel you're jailed in a prison. The world moves on, but I'm stuck here. Religion or Islam specifically is destructive. It's enough that I'm in the middle of a religious and political conflict and I'm no way part of it, I explained this in my intro. I'm gradually losing my patience and I may enter into another psychological truma soon as I did previously. It's really tough. 

Answer the money question.

I already did. I'm part of a political conflict, by all definitions when you're part of the conflict and you're so close to it plus your family is highly engaged in that conflict, what would you do? How would find a job when corporations are owned by officials that belong to the government and you're against the government by their definitions? This is the Middle East my friend! Though, I do not support both parties. But being engaged in such conflict you're forced to go out and be politically invovled without your will. When you maintain your patience for more than 6 years, there has to be a day where you explode. I'm a human after all, I have emotions that were kept because of Islam. I continue to blame Islam because as you see with your own eyes today, what's the problem of the Middle East in the first place? If the government was ever really that careful in securing the interest of its people, they would've already stopped their continous atrocieties against their own people, just because they're affiliated with any group doesn't give anyone the right to kill or systematically purge the society. This is already proven by (documents, Wikileakes, video tapes....). So no money to be out, no education, no life and if you read the constitution of this country you'll really know that Shari'a is the base of legislation on this land and you know what's Shari'a law.

The problem is how would you know and you have never been here?