Advice on a personal matter

[LastPoet]

What Magi said. Back in 2002 I stopped abusing heroin. To do that, I isolated myself from the social aspects, just going and coming from work, using the internet. I found myself in a similar situation to yours. I had to rebuild my social network away from my druggie friends, as it could make me relapse. I went to a psychologist that advised me Cognitive-Behavioural Therapy. It has worked wonders since then. Its not magic, its just thought discipline. You need to overcome social anxiety and the avoidance it brings. And that will can only come from you.