(March 5, 2017 at 8:42 am)Brian37 Wrote: Now Sunday, still shocked and numb and spent. At a loss for words now too. Right now want to dry my cloths and call mom to let her know I'll be over after they dry. Mom is still here, I a desperately want to believe she is still here and nothing has happened. I hate this new reality.
Be prepared for this to go on for quite some time. I don't remember how often I wanted to tell my father something, just to realize the very next second he wasn't around anymore. Same with my mother a few years later. Be also prepared for dreams. Lots of them.