Had the memorial today. It went well. I was tired because my neighbors last night were pounding hammers till 10pm last night, couldn't sleep. Very tired when I got there, my cat wakes me up at 4:30 to 5 am so by 3pm when it started I was spent. My fucking cell phone rang during the priest talking, that was embarrassing. Didn't answer it of course, just hung it up. Got to the point where the priest asked anyone if they wanted to speak, was waiting for someone else to go first to be polite, but nobody did. Tried my best to do her justice. I hope I did. I told them all the cakes she baked me as a kid for my birthday, how she never let me down and was always there for me which is absolutely true. How she loved everyone there and how she enjoyed listening to everyone, having fun with everyone, and always asking how they were doing.
Had tons of food left over, had no clue what to do with it. I gave some to my neighbors, and the flowers were beautiful but I suck at taking care of flowers so I gave those away too.
Had tons of food left over, had no clue what to do with it. I gave some to my neighbors, and the flowers were beautiful but I suck at taking care of flowers so I gave those away too.
